I made a video with Tim Sullivan today at 9:30 in the morning…great way to start the day, but I had work from 11:00-7:30. Very stressful as usual.

Chatted with the TIzz online, glad she’s doing ok…back to the states for her soon. I wish I could have just go to NY and chill for a bit see AM’s Graduation (congrats today kid) and hang out with the folks at CU and KT, maybe the beach on the Long Island…and some real bagels…alas…SF Summers (chilly and gray today)…

No days off till Tuesday…gotta make it, and then a meeting with Comet, and *(hopefully)* the job at SF Ballet…

So today I had the second round interview, and it went really great. The building is amazing, and I’d be able to cook, garden and spend time at the Presidio. All around a wonderful experience. I am very excited, as they said I would find out if I got the job by early next week.

Compusa I’m working from tomorrow till tuesday, no break.

Tim Sullivan and I made a video today, and I’ll upload it when I have enough space on my HD to capture it. We’re doing something tomorrow too.

In other news, Josh gave me some awesome stuff from Sephora, VS by Vercace, Nautica Sport, and some new soaps and suntan lotion. RAD.

Good news, I’ve made it to the second round with the SF Ballet. I have the interview tomorrow at the new place, and I’m very excited about seeing it and perhaps making it my new home. In other news, I sent out a lot of things in the mail and got a book of stamps so I can write and send some more letters, that’s one thing that I’m gettting into more. I worked today on getting things done around the house, took out the trash swept up, drew a bit made some transfers (koi) and then went to Ethan’s Office for Denim Tuxedo. Very cool. I also got my portfolio back from Don, so we’re planning to meet on Thursday of this week.

I need to catch a break…chatted with Kira tonight and she’s digging the new flash vid…I’ll post it as soon as it’s done.

Got a call from Dougie today it totally made my day after a hard time at work. I’ve got to find something where I can utilize my skills besides at Comp USA…I feel at times like it’s a dead end job, as there’s not really anywhere I can (or would like) to move up to. I pray that this SF Ballet residence director goes through. I know I’d be really great at it, I just need them to take a risk on me and give me a shot.

I got email from DSB too which really lets me know that my friends care for me. I’m also thankful that I’m still relitively heathy. I need to get my *ss in gear though for these SGA coming up. I can actually see the growth of a *belly* It’s pretty gross. I’ve just not ever really gotten in a rhythm this year.

It’s really comfortable when your life is in the College bubble (like CU) and you can concentrate on getting your education and not worry about rent/job/etc. That’s a big thing that I’m learning since I’ve been in SF. Part of me just wants an easy life, but I am not finished with this quest yet. I am going to find myself, and a place where I can succeed creatively/artistically/athletically/socially I just want happiness; and I’m going to do everything in my power to achieve my goal.

I went over to D. Hammill’s house today for a great bbq. It was really nice to just chill out with folks and talk. Spyke is going through tough times with The lady friend…and as usual, it’s distance (or the threat thereof) that is making things crazy (it seems like that’s the biggest reason things go awry, or it’s often the start of drama anyway). I just tried to listen as best as I could.

Hope to hear from the SF Ballet tomorrow that I got a second Interview.

I’m going to try updating this again, I worked all day in the CompUSA training lab and I am headed back to work at 9am on Monday (yes the holiday) but alas, I need the money. Hopefully soon I can devote my summer to my studio practice, grants, and training.

*fingers crossed*

Oh yea…been drawing a lot again…