April 2005

I”m feeling really angst-ridden right now, I feel like I”m moving in the right directions and I have a wonderful situation with the ballet where I can work on my own projects and move through the day from task to task…

Whether that’s developing my body, or artistic body of work…I feel like I need to work harder, and I get distracted so easily…I want to do music production, make videos, act, model, draw, have a cool website that ties it all together…

I have the tools and many years of material, I need to figure out how best to get other peopole to know about it, and provide a way for them to make purchases if they so desire.

*sigh* I love looking at atwork, and videos, and websites…after I see how other people are working, I feel like I need to do more more!!!!

*and still get enough money to pay my bills*

Skated to the chiropractor today…I see the irony…

My posting has dropped off in the last *year* I just went through and read each blog entry, and I lament that I wasn’t more active with it as time passed. It’s becoming clear to me that I have myriad interests, all of them valid, yet have trouble focusing on projects to their final state…

My goals have maintained their same trajectory, though I still have not updated the pages I wanted, nor begun to focus soley on my work…

I have made some great strides toward integrating my athletic persuits and artistic ones with “Pisces Get To Water” and “RISE”…now it’s just a matter of doing onesimple tasks.

1. “Think not about your frustrations, but about your unfulfilled potential. Concern yourself not with what you tried and failed in, but with what it is still possible for you to do.”

-Unknown (saw it at a t-shirt at heps)

Thanks to Meredith Tromble, David Lawrence and the rest of the folks at Stretcher for having such a cool project as the green room…I’m very honored to be part of this process, toward the end of the clip is my comments about revising the words we use in critique in “A mediation on networks” .